AHAHAHA

VVVV I don't know why I was mad I had no reason I can't remember shit lmfao

BTMI

Andddddddddd I hardly got to see BTMI and that the only thing I really wanted to do tonight.


FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

I can't wait to fucking kill myself.

AGGHHHHHHH

It doesn't matter what the fuck I do, no matter what I end up with a fat lip and a shitty night and I'm fucking sick of itttttttttttttttt.
FUCK YOU ALL
I'm moving away and never coming fucking back

I hate everyone

I hope the world ROTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS


FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Shhhwing

How come the older I get the more I seem to hate the people around me. It seems like every year there's just that many more of my friends that I can't stomach. I'm so sick of it.

It's because people get stupid, or too wrapped up in things. There's flaws in everything and everyone and obviously you can't take everyone with their flaws or the whole world woud be friends but if you don't like someone for a thing like that then DON'T TALK TO THEM.

I hate that people are always talking shit. We all do it, but all the time? And about your friends. Telllll themmmmm. If I have a real problem with one of my friends that I just can't stop fucking talking about I'm taking it up with them. Two reasons. If there is that much of a problem how else can it be solved and if that person is really your friend, then their going to be pissed when they hear all the shit you've been talking. It's all simple. If the world knew how to be civil and mature there would be so many less problems...

duh.

edit:


I just realised that I'm contradicting myself terribly with this blog about one of my relationships. So either I'm write and I should really get on that, or I'm wrong and I should shut up.

Break

I want to go on an adventure soooo bad. I want to be in a different country, or a different state even. No parents please, that takes the excitement out of everything. I want to meet people that I'll probably never see again. I hate living so inside of my comfort zone constantly, it's definitely nice to have but I'm bored.

I used to like cold weather, now I don't know. I feel like it keeps me in so much. Maybe if I had a jacket I'd go out more, but then I know there's no where to go. I don't have all that much money...always and I'm sick of the same thing all the time. I can only take this for so much longer, when summer comes I am making things change.

I want to read The Catcher in the Rye, I think I'm gonna go buy it today. Ugh but so little money. Whatever, I really need to start cutting back on cigarettes anyway.

I never want to go to college.

"I couldn't wait til I got home to pass the time in my room alone .. "

Fatlip

Sports all day for the past two days, if I keep this up I'm going to be completely covered in bruises by the end of the week. I like it though, baseball and soccer and basketball.

It's hot down here. I wish I had some money. I need cigerettes, I need to smoke, gah. I'm gonna rob my mom when I get a chance.
I miss Tom<3

It's been a while

I'm a little ticked off right now.
REASONS:
The new cleaning lady is coming today and I have to talk to her and direct her, and she hardly speaks english. AGH.
My mom is a selfish food shopper and I hate this organic shit.
Actualllly, I don't mind organic shit, I just hate this organic shit.

Last night I threw up again. I think I have to go back to only drinking sparks, I can't handle drinking beer or liquor and smoking obviously. Its cause I don't know my perfect mixture. Drinking and smoking has a very fine line, I cross it way too often. But this time I contained my puke to the bathroom and nobody knew, wo0p.

I dropped an entire 40 today in my kitchen. Kabloom beer and ugly brown glass everywhere. Good thing this new cleaning lady is coming, gross sticky floor.