Again with these "games". I feel so stupid even saying it, theres no other word though. Why why why? It's so pointless, a waste of time. I can understand that there needs to be some element of ... mystery? I guess, but aren't there other ways to do that. I think most people think that when playing gamessss with another person, not only with a person your dating but anyone, it's going to make them intrigued or want you more. Maybe that works with most people, but I think it's a turn off. I just want something easy and comfortable. When I think about someone I like I'd like it to be good thoughts, not what the fuck did they do that for? It's so juvenile, I don't get it.
I'm sick again, always sick. My skin hurts, all of it. My fucking eye sockets hurt, what? The past couple of days seem never ending, like there all mushed into one. I woke up late
again today, and my dad wanted to kill me
again. It was for stupid reasons, Eric was here and telling a story and he always has funny stories and then I had to shower, for no reason really, but I only found that out today.
Adam and Tom make me so jealous, in a good way.
"Well, I'll hold my tounge use it to assess,
the damage from way back when it mattered.
Nothing seems important anymore
we're just protecting ourselves from ourselves,
and I don't think I'll ever come back down.."
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