AND

I said this to someone I havent talked to in a long time tonight, and I used to be very good friends with them a very long time ago....

i know we havent talked in a long time, and im almost postive you hate me, but ive been thinking and i just wanted to say merry christmas
& you can tell your girlfriend the same goes for her

and they didnt even answer, I put my heart out in Christmas spirit, I even lied for the sake of goodness because I didn't even mean the last part, and he couldn't even humor me with an answer, so fuck this world.